2007 is coming to an end. Personally, I wish it wouldn't... am afraid of what lies ahead. I had a good year this year. Don't feel like I want it to end. A few loses and a few gains... but in all it was a good year. A few events over the months that I can look back and be proud of.

I'm still working for the same company, though I can now proudly say I actually know what I am doing. And I think I am of some small worth to this organization because people actually consult me for information and I get to make a decision now and them. Finally, my first step to climbing the corporate ladder.

Made some new friends with very interesting hobbies. Never thought I'd be hiking up mountains, but middle of this year I managed to climb the highest peak in South East Asia. I only knew that little bit of fact when I was happily shopping in the nearby town and came upon dozens and dozens of t-shirt with the words 'Mount Kinabalu - Highest Peak In South East Asia'. How convenient that I only knew afterwards, should I have known earlier, I don’t think I'd even register for the expedition.

I lost my granddad on the 7th of April. He was the last grandparent I had. I wish I had made an effort to spend more time with him. Try to understand the soul behind that constant frown of his that more often than not lured us away from him. I'm sure he never had any bad intentions to anyone in his family, it's just that we didn’t try to look through his eyes, through his body and his pain. I wish I had took him out more often and showed him life, as I see it. I miss him, even his tantrums. May God bless his soul.

Things with my brother has been good this year. Surprisingly I don’t despise him anymore. I believe that stepping into the working life has changed him for the better. We can actually talk and agree on the same things now. We can even share secrets... must mean that I'm starting to trust him now. As for my sisters, everything's going well. Never better. They're my life, always have been (so is my family of course).

And as if anyone's even going to read this, yes, there is 'that special someone'. The one I miss when he's away, the one I take the extra effort to look nice for, the one I spray a little bit more perfume for, the one I say 'good night' and 'good morning' to. I doubt he'll ever read this... but I'll say it anyway, Sayang, I love you.